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an illegal smile
02 May 2008 @ 12:06 am
I downloaded the free trial version of Budget for Mac. Apparently I am incapable of saving money correctly so hopefully this will help me better visualize where my money is going and how much I have left after bills.

I am so very tired of being poor, but it doesn't look like that's going to change for another year, at least. So I'll try to keep my chin up, and continue to bust my ass at my two jobs for barely enough pay to scrape by every month.

Five years of college to work as a glorified secretary for $10/hour. This whole year is going to be pretty lame.
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
an illegal smile
26 April 2008 @ 03:30 pm
Fancy Pants: Beyond Thunderdome is tonight. Omgasjdkldjlkad. It's the last one I'm having so it's a little bittersweet. Pictures coming soon.
an illegal smile
11 April 2008 @ 01:22 pm

my ridiculous new sunglasses from Francesca.

an illegal smile
16 March 2008 @ 12:54 am
my boyfriend broke up with me over the phone, completely out of the blue.
an illegal smile
03 March 2008 @ 12:01 am
So I bought my ticket for All Good this year. Omg, I'm so excited. It starts on my 23th birthday this year which is awesome, and I am currently attempting to recruit as many people as I can to go because while last year was fun, I only knew one person in our group and she was there with her boyfriend so I was pretty much on my during (super not fun to be alone during a bad trip, let me tell you).

The lineup looks great this year (Keller! Spearhead! Gov't Mule!) and of course the mountain is beautiful as always. Hopefully this year they'll put out new directions though so people don't have to drive through Alleghany Co. Maryland because the cops in that county pretty much pulled everyone over last year who even looked like they were going camping.

Super lame.

But anyways, now I just need to save up money to take with me for the actual festival :)
an illegal smile
25 February 2008 @ 04:09 pm
I have decided to start working out every mon-wed-fri. I went today and did some cross-training for about 45 minutes. I ran/power-walked on the treadmill for 25 and then did weight lifting for 20. I definitely realized I have like no arm strength at all which is something I really need to work on. My stick arms are going to be toned and fabulous. I'm also concentrating on my legs, which while thin have no muscle tone either. Besides, they are starting to get flabby sort of so this is even more incentive for me to get toned. I felt awesome after my workout. I am so ready to get in shape for warmer weather. Being out of shape sucks.
an illegal smile
24 February 2008 @ 05:25 pm
This is my dream:

Nice house with porch swing. Paul Simon records playing in the evening. Good job that pays well. Dressed like I stepped out of a Banana Republic catalog. Great husband. Garden full of datura and belladonna. Cocktail parties with good friends late into the night. Big dog named Bama that likes to go on long walks and a cat named Henry who likes to window-watch. Pitcher of sweet iced tea in the fridge at all times. Having all the soccer moms in my my neighborhood be jealous because my life is wonderful and not hectic in the least.
an illegal smile
17 January 2008 @ 02:44 am
i don't know how to quiet my mind. i don't know how not to think of a million irrational reasons why my boyfriend had his phone turned off for hours.

i think i have some sort of anxiety issue.

an illegal smile
12 January 2008 @ 07:39 pm
So, I've noticed I'm getting a bit of a pouchy belly which is a big deal when you weigh 95 lbs. I haven't been feeling all too well either so I took a pregnancy test since I've been thinking (worrying) about it all day.

Turns out it's just a pouchy belly and I need to get bigger jeans. (womp womp.)